I can't get rid of it. I've been sick for over two months now. My bronchitis has come back with a vengeance, I haven't had it since I was probably 12 and now that it's back again its driving me nuts, coughing all the time, my chest is on fire. To top it all off I have another viral infection in my throat. Along with massive headaches for the past 4 days now that only sleep will help with. But when I'm awake I'm screwed. This will be the second infection in two months, so I'm back on steroids and antibiotics to hopefully get ride of everything.
I had to call off the only two days I'm working this week because I can barely be up standing for an hour at most. I'm so tired and drained and sore, and emotional and stressed from it. I want to sleep all day but when I do sleep, I sleep so badly. I'm up every hour and it takes me so long to get back to sleep. I'm uncomfortable and in pain and get chills and everything just sucks, Christmas doesn't help with the stress and now that I've finished my shopping I'm broke. But I'm actually really happy I was able to get nice gifts for my family this year since I made a little extra money.
What's making things worse is that my niece and nephew are still sick. My nephew's been sick for two months as well and I'm pretty sure I'm relapsing because I've been around them so much. I just feel so bad because my nephew is only 1 and he's been so miserable with all that he's going through. I'm just praying he gets better soon because it breaks my heart seeing him so upset. :/ But I feel like there's so much sickness in my house and we're all just passing everything around constantly. I've been considering getting a hotel room for a week just to get away from all the germs. I need to get better, all I want is to get better because I really don't handle being sick like this well at all. I'm just hoping this round of medicine clears everything up for good. I'm just so tired of constantly being sick.
 Kanato · Tue Dec 24, 2013 @ 04:44pm · 0 Comments |
