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I ******** wish my crush knew I existed. And I know for a fact that if anyone ever reads this their answer will be "Tell him you like him!" Or whatever but no. I can't. It's not that I don't want to, but it's that I actually can't. eek

So, I am on the improv team in my high school. (Lame I know, and I used to like it but now I am really on the fence about joining.) My team has 10 people; one of them being my best girl friend, another being my best guy friend, and another one being my crush. All the other are what we're going to call "Background People".

Now, seriously, nobody knows that he is my crush. I don't even know if what I have actually is or crush or if it's just me thinking that this guy is extremely cute, funny and perfect. emo

Teenagers have it the worst man.

So, I don't know if I just think this guy is extremely perfect or if I actually have a crush on him and I don't know what I'm supposed to feel and I don't know how to express it and I don't know what to say and I just I can't I dont ugh.

This is why I'm antisocial.
And an internet addict.
And a tumblr girl.
Goodnight and pray for me.