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Too many people, pain is just there for a slight momment..
Too many people, pain is just a feeling..

To me.. pain is a sign of being alive..
To me.. pain is what I feel nearly everyday..
The pain that grows in me.. it's not from a scar.. it's not from a sickness..

It's from being alone..
This pain.. is a pain that inflicts the soul, not the outer surface of a body..
This pain is deep.. and it can make a grown man cry..

It's a miracle.. that I didn't cry from this pain... not anymore..
I've.. been so used to this pain now...
Because I know.. I'll live the remainder of my life .. still hanging on to this pain..

I'm not surprised..
Why people don't like me..
I'm not surprised..
Why people leave me.. Tossed me aside in the corner, treating me like dirt..

They know, they have hurt my feelings..
But .. it's not like they care...
It's not like anyone cares...

No one cares... though they say they do..
It's just words they would use... to not further hurt me...