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Don't Know What I Want
Want to talk to you, but can't stand to see your face
Want to push you away, but want to be in your embrace
Want to turn my back, and pretend your not there
But I want to hold you close, and show you I care
Want to hate you, but I want to love you too.
Split between two differnent emotions, and don't know what to do.
Why can't I choose...
It's not hard right? Pick one or the other.
But to hate you means I would have to find another.
But to fall into your arms means I'd give up and cave in.
I'd be weak if I did...
or would I?
Sign of weakness or love?
...Of course it's love...
The fact that I want to kill you,
But could never bring myself to hurting you...
How I want to stay angry,
But the sound of your comforting voice breaks that anger...
Love. All Love.
What to do...
I love you enough to let my anger and sorry fade away.
But it has not gone completely.
It will be awhile before I come running back.
If I were to come back at all.
Not for how you treated me,
but because I have my own problems to take care of.
Know this though, no one can replace you,
For as cold as my actions may be
My heart is as warm and as welcoming as ever.
But for now...I walk my own path.
And as sad as this may sound,
It doesn't seem as though you'll be joining me.
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