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In my younger years, I use to be a total socialite, if that's what you would call me. I had almost every social media application, and I up to date on them. FanFiction.Net, AO3, Pinterest, Twitter, Favebook, Instagram, Push, Snapchat, LoveIt!, Path, Etsy, Wish, Youtube, Oovoo, Whisper, Gaia, Tumblr, MangaFox!,
It didn't matter, what it was, f I was interested in it, I was on it almost everyday.But the sites I use to be on more than all the others. FanFiction.net, AO3, and Tumblr. Back then, I was so into my writing, and my original characters.
(1) [b]Kenzie Louanne Trese. My alter ego, of sorts. She was bubbly, optimistic,but free-spoken, unlike myself. She knew that everything that happened in life keep her dow. She was a great friend, and lover till the end, and a bit OCDish at the end of the day.
(2) Tee.I was apart of a group called the Murfam on tumblr. And to be quite honest, we were crazy bunch of freaks. We had massive psychopaths, ghosts, demons, King of Butts, wolves, ducks, chimeraas. We had a variety that complimented us as a whole. Tee was a ghost/demon not wanting to live up to the expectations of others. And she found a group of folks that didn't even judge after everything that she an themselves had been through. Tee belonged better than the inspiration in real life.
(3)Jimmy from Ed, Edd, N' Eddy. I don't know why, but Jimmy has always been one of my favoritess, besides Double D of course. He was so scared of everything, but so happy for life. For cute and beautiful things. He made me want to look at the world in a positive outlook, even when I get so down and hurt.
(4) Gamzee Makara. God, if i could describe my love for this troll. It would be worse than the mini gigapause we have right now. He is absolutely eccentric, and a motherflipping jiggalo. And the fact the he is purple is just that much more awesome.
(5) Karkat Vantas. He is the epitome of grouchy, sand paper. He is so dependent on having the approval, but so hard on himself. PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE. He appealed to me the first day I read the comic.He made me see things inside myself more than I thought I could by taking a personality test.
(6) Mordecai from The Regular Show (anything but.) Mordecai is absolutely the broseph side of me. When I hang out with the guys, I with the guys, rough housing, being weird, trying to hook up with the pretty ladies. But I also have my intelligent moments, my sentimental moments, my "you think I'm high, but this is part of my daily thought process."
I guess, when I no longer had the time, or the resources to write, I just gave up. I always had reminded myself to start again. But everytime I would get an epiphany, or a burst of inspiration, and be on a roll of plethora of pages. But then it was gone.
I guess you would say I lost something I thiought I could never lose.
"Stuck in your Wonderland, with nothing but this blood on my hands. So let me be your Deadman, I wanna make you bleed just like me." - One Reason 
 ShortCupofTee · Sat Apr 04, 2015 @ 05:30am · 0 Comments |
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