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(Another journal entry? Yeah, it's one of those nights. Loud rap music, flies all over, and this huge hole in my heart just making me write one more time so I can feel content that I'm alone tonight.)

Funny thing is: I keep trying to do things to forget you but they exactly what we use to do together. So, when in the action trying to forget, I remember how amazing everything was when we did it together. Greatest example is roleplaying again.

Oh. My. ********. God. These kids today don't know s**t about roleplaying. I swear to everything, they annoy me more than anything could ever. I usually spend much of my time sitting at this fake Demon Pub chat room crap and MY GOD THOSE SONS OF BITCHES MAKE ROLEPLAYING LOOK SHAMEFUL! ********, us in the past would out-roleplay them and in circles. Hell, the half written stories shared between us ******** dominates anything those twats come up with.

This also made me realize I can't escape to my past vices to escape you, that I need something new to bring life into my world again. Hence why I'm so keen on this job and working on Twitch. But still... Gaia has really lost it's ******** touch. I can handle the item inflation and even removing Meebo... But the roleplaying is abysmal... What I'd give to have a classic Silent x Rage roleplay again! Even if it was strictly written to avoid emotional/sexual cliches... I'd just love to do it once more.