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To feel is to know you can be hurt
so i rejected all feelings
but the pain kept going
i tried to make it stop
and i stopped beeing social
i kept myself away from the world

but the pain kept going on
i tried to stop my feelings
now i've lost all feelings
exept the ones that torment me

now i know where the pain came from
but i can't stop it anymore
i need to spend the rest of my excistense
with the mark off pain.

And the knowledge that it will never leave

i will try to wear a mask so that my true face
may never be shown to people,
the mask that will supress my pain so that
others won't be afflicted by it.
I will hide my pain for all.

If you can see the pain in my eyes know that
it's the pain that leaks from my blackend soul