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"Breaking The Habit"
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
you all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know whi I instigare
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I get this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
cuse inside I realise
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I don't know whi I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I get this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight