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Smiling by the sidelines
<'I' (The main character/narrator)>
<'She' (The girl that was once the lover of the main character)>


It felt like just yesterday that I had a happy chat with you,
Speaking aloud of whatever that comes through our minds,
The feeling as if we're holding each other..

But that has changed.. hasn't it?
We no longer have this sweet conversations anymore..
Its as if we don't have anything in common anymore.
A promise IWe made...
"Never to forget each other"

I really hope its not just another false hope..


~~~~ <A few years have passed> ~~~~~~~



I wondered how you've been, have you been thinking about me lately?..
I know I did... I also remembered the moments we had those nights..
I saw you going out with another guy that day,
I called you out and I waved happily, you saw me... but.. it seems that you've forgotten who I am..
Really... I was depressed... I never knew... that the promise we made.. have already came to an end...

That night, I went home... ignoring everything around me..
I skipped dinner and went to bed..
Its normal even for a man to cry sometimes...
On the pillow, I shedded my tear which was so painfull...
But then... the phone rang..

I wanted to ignore it... but no one would pick up..
And so.. I answered it..
To my surprise... it's the voice I haven't heard for so long...
The voice of the person I once loved..
"Sorry for not calling out to you this evening... I didn't want to raise any suspicion to him"

So... that's why she didn't call out to me...
"Hey.. how've you been? It's been so long huh?"
Yeah... it has been a long time...
"Hey... can we.. hang out sometimes?..."
"S-sure !!"



~~~~~~~~ <The day of the date> ~~~~~~~~~~~~


Its great being with her...
It feels like before... the same old girl that I once knew and loved...
She never changed..
Cute and pumped as ever,
The night's star was showing really brightly...
A shooting star appeared...
"...They say... if you made a wish upon a shooting star... it'll come true..."
I knew what 'they' say.. many people tried it and they said it do happen.

I tried making a wish too....
But when I opened my eye, I saw her.... making a wish too...
"...Erm, what did you wish for?.."
"Oh~ its nothing really"
If it was nothing.. she wouldn't be blushing....

The night's time is about done...
Its going to be dawn soon...
She sat with me through-out the whole night..
I was still curious about what wish she made...

Slowly... she lowered her head on to shoulder...
"Ah..."
"....Let me be with you.. awhile more... just a little more... Just to remember.. this moment.. with you.."
... Quite some time has passed,
I walked her home after that...

"...Well... its that time again... to separate each other.."
"...Yeah"

I walked a few steps .. and then...
"...About that wish... I... wished that you will be happy... with whatever choice you make... To always keep smiling... .... Good night"
And then... I sped off.. leaving her...

She went into her house... shut the door behind her...
Is there behind the door she sat down... and thought this exact word...

"....Although I didn't tell you..... I wished... that you could be my boyfriend again"









~~~~~~~~~ <Fin> ~~~~~~~~~~~

((Yesh, it's a story.. Don't worry, it's not real. I just suddenly have this feeling of wanting to write it that's all >_< ))






User Comments: [2]
CharityToUs
Community Member





Sun Jun 18, 2006 @ 08:43am


regretting things we once did to hurt others.

sometimes humans are too foolish... and make harsh decisions that will make anyone cry for them.

dont you think so...?


Toyama
Community Member





Sun Jun 18, 2006 @ 09:00am


Yes totally agreed 3nodding
That's why I wrote this story, to remind everyone that...
Sometimes its best to think about what you wanna do and also think of the outcome of the decision.

Otherwise you'll end up like that girl in my story >_<

Its not like the boy doesn't love the girl anymore, its just that.. he thought the girl doesn't like him anymore and bla bla bla >_<


User Comments: [2]
 
 
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