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There are days, certain days i mean, where everything is so beautiful, when every thing is so wonderful, i had one of those rare and wonderful days today, these days are so beautiful, it makes me want to cry in sadness because i realize that i don't deserve such wonderful days, and that i shouldn't be allowed to have such wonderful days.

I felt so free today, almost as if nothing could hold me back, as if nothing could keep me from being happy, and i was right, and i was happy, and sad, it was a wonderfully beautiful feeling to be tragicly sad...a feeling that i will cherish forever, i loved to feel the hapiness of the day sweep over me and let me be free, while i was overjoyed and astounded to have the painfully happy sadness burn at my heart, i was crying tears of joy after school, because i knew that days like this would be rare and cherishable, and that i may never have another day like this again...

My heart was so happy, and my soul was so sad, this combination of perfect emotional chemistry allowed me to live my life to the fullest for today, even though i didn't show it in school, i felt so happy, and i feel sad that i will loose that feeling tomorrow, but all i can do is hope, dream, and wish for another day, a day when i will be free from life's troubles, and soar among the beauty of the world, and let myself be happy....all i can do...is hope....



((this is how i felt today, and it felt good expressing it and letting it become expressed with my fellow gaians, if you have any questions or comments, please post them here, or PM me, i really felt happy today, thank you all!)) surprised heart