Thoughtful...
Take a step back and look at your life. What lays before you?
What have you been through? Are you glad to be who you
are? Are you proud of the way you live your life?
It's not what you want. It's what you need.I am what I am and that's all that I am.
"The only girl I ever loved was born with roses in her eyes. But they buried her alive
with only her sister at her side. Now she's a little boy in Spain,
playing pianos filled with flame..."
"The color of her eyes were the colour of insanity..."
"Kids- Screamin' from too much beat up, and they don't even rhyme,
they just stand there, on a street corner,
skin tucked in..."
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Found the Regina Spektor lyrics online. I thought there weren't any online. I stand corrected! =D Big fan of that song...Even more so when I can understand the words and see them written down. ^^;;;
I have a little journal I bought at a Dollar Store for (Hm. I wonder?) a dollar. I've used (if you count both sides of the paper) 41 out of 128. *Nod.* 64 is the hlafway point, in case you're wondering. I'll probably do something special when I reach halfway. Maybe Page 100, too...I dunno.
I do know that I'm on my way home today! Yay! After a two weeks of driving around in an old 1981 Jamboree, I'm going home! =D I'm not saying the trip wasn't fun, no I'm not that bull-headed to not realize when I'm on a family trip I'll remember and cherish for years. We had fun. I got to Oregon, and see the Oregon caves. I also got to do other fun stuff, but it's early and I only got six hours of sleep last night.
I'm not in a bad mood, and I'm not in a good mood, so I guess I'm just thoughtful...
Hence the new journal layout of this entry. Most likely there won't be a lot of entries like this one.
Don't take this the wrong way. I was not angry. Not depressed. Not sad. Just...Thoughtful.
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