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Weekend with cousin
Hello, hello, and hello again, sorry I've been off all weekend, I was spending time at my cousin moonscape's house, Now I'm sick, again -.-;;, but I'm really happy because it today, July 9th, 2006, I am 17... which means I have 1 year till I can run away from this place with out being dragged back... I'm happy and nervous... happy because I'm going to be able to drive soon, and I'm 17, I'm scared because what will I do when I finally run? I have no were to go, or I don't think so, I may have a place... will I Finnish school? ******** that I'm going to do everything my mom didn't, I'm going to collage, but not up here... Maybe it's different every were? maybe were I find my self at I'll finally get to be me with out the pain of being stabbed in the back and watching there eye's follow me with pity, I don't need pity, I need love, happiness, I have it now for the fact I'll be able to leave is just to sweet, tecnaly I think I could go now... but I'll wait... anyway I pray for Teddy and his friends, may they rest in peace and may you live on, as strong as always, I'll have some pic's of me up soon and other then that, sorry for you listening to my rambling See you later heart
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