My Own Enemy
No on can know
The one that is my foe
They don’t know my pain
Believing my opinion is insane
If they would just open their eyes
Maybe they’d believe its not all lies
My heart is like a combination lock
How many numbers will it take to unblock?
Convincing myself I have no worth
I think it would be better without my birth
Then I wonder why I am afraid
That six-feet under is where I’ll be laid
If I don’t change now how I act,
My future is what I will lack.
Me
In this ocean of sameness
I am just another clone
Trying to fit in
Behind another's mask
I don't know myself
No one does
I judge people before I know them
Judging them at first glance
I gossip behind other people’s backs
Why? I’ll never know
What good is gossip when all it does is hurt?
But still I talk behind their backs.
After a life of being this way
Suddenly I want to change
But why now?
My change of heart
Is thanks to someone I never would have expected
And for this I thank you.
The Real Life
Why is life always mistaken?
As something simple and fantastic
Thinking you can just breeze through it without a care
With no hardships or troubles
Everything so smooth and easy.
Why does no one seem to know the truth?
Not a soul seeing it the real way.
Yet can I really say I do?
If so does it even matter to anyone else?
Unless a large amount of people feel this way
Nothing can ever be changed
A difference in our world can not be made.
Changing life for the better,
A task made for many not just a single person
I can try to change it, but not alone
I need help from someone willing to see a change
A “good” life is achieved through hardship
Through happiness, sorrow and pain
Each emotion you learn from
Sometimes good and sometimes bad
Bad usually out weighing the good, making you stronger.
Overcoming these obstacles makes everything peachy right?
No one realizes the obvious.
If your whole life has been bad
It wont all of sudden change to be so magnificent
Real life isn’t life the movies.
Unless you try to change this
Nothing will ever change
It will all be the same.
heart poems.... poems.... these are the only ones i feel like posting at the moment... i will post more later i think....
 not_goth · Mon Jul 10, 2006 @ 09:29pm · 3 Comments |
