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Yah yah yah. Darkness darkness darkness. All i can think about is darkness, but no thats not true. There were times when i was so happy i didnt know it was possible. There were times when i could love and was loved in return. Mabey those things are gone now but i can still remember what it was like. What he was like. In one word: Perfect. He was perfedt in every way and then some. I thought it was something that would never go away, something that would never die. Both of us did. I thought if you had something you wanted and you wished and hoped for it hard enough you would get it. Now i know that isn't true in all cases. I have beauty, money, and anything i could ever want...except one person. I used to have that person but now he has returned to where we all come from. Heaven.