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mood: neutral melanholy

Looking through the window and thinking about nothing - that's how you can describe me now. Christmas time has ended and the hapiness just went poof. I wanted to go to the shops with my friend, we wanted to buy sth cool for New Year's day but all I want to do is sit on my soft chair in my cosy room and do nothing. Just nothing. Nada. In a week we have to go back to school and I didn't even start studying. Don't have any homework to do but you can study all the time. It is always useful for sth that you will be doing in future. Yeah, future... I can say that I am afraid of what will happen. Having actually no one to spend my entire life with - it may sound funny from a 16-year-old-girl but that's true and sad. Brushing my long hair, looking through the window and thinking about nothing I will be waiting for the future to come.