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What happened to you, my friend?
I noticed you have changed alot... or maybe not at all.
I was foolish to not notice your real attitude earlier,
I'm sorry I tolerated your nonsense, that attitude of yours who always thinks you're right all the time.

Zi Wen (Aki), YOU have dissapointed me.
Why don't you listen to me even once? Why do you insist on me to understand you?
Didn't I tell you that I don't want to understand that? It's just 'Chinese' for god's sake.
It's my choice to not understand. Why don't you understand that?
You said that I kept yelling, have you seen yourself lately? You yelled at my other friend, and long before that.

You said I kicked the table, SO?
The first time I used my leg to push the table aside to make space for myself to move. Use your brains Zi Wen... Use the brains that god sincerely gave to you.
The second time I kicked it was an accident. I just wanted to settle my foot further away and accidently kicked it. Use your brains...

Before you shove and forced me the paper you wrote with all the explaination of the chinese, I already told you : "I don't want to know, I don't want to listen. I already shut up, please leave me alone. Don't disturb me"
Didn't I say that? Open your eyes, unplug your ears.

Didn't I say I don't want to know already?...
I didn't say I was right. I just said 'You think you're always right',
But I never mentioned that I was right... Use your brains...
Common sense will tell you,
"If I'm not your friend. I would have left your name in the 'Buku Kawalan' and let you, yourself be punished"... Instead, I removed your name along with mine..

I was about to appologize to you for the first time, but you kept making yourself look like an idiot by wasting your own paper on your own accord to try to make me understand. I was about too.... but you messed it up.

Want me to appologize? No... I will not do it. Not anymore...
Only YOU must do the appologizing.
Listen?... Why don't you listen to me first? Listen to me, and I'll listen to you.
Think about it....

If I don't still treat you like a friend, Why would I remove your name which can make you get into a punishment?