Still workin away at the movies! I convinced two people to see Dune 2. and had one rude guest and the same day I had to check a bag, and the guy said he had a gun and a concealed carry license. But when he saw my face, decided to put it in the car. so woooo! sweatdrop if he didn't, I wouldn't know what to do. Call the manager obviously, but then what? Stand back and calm down I guess.
The rude guy was very disheveled looking in a too big blazer with a red face. He was clearly upset with something. he asked a question that didn't register in my brain. so I asked for it again. His instant response: "Are you stupid?? I'm asking a simple question." and his tone was not nice. I tried to help but got too flustered to speak. I was stalling everywhere. Not a good situation. I convinced him to see Dune 2 with a very bad and stupid description of the movie.
after I helped some decent people with Dune 2, I felt lots better.
Those are the only things worth noting.
Other then my job....our June trip is gonna come up fast I'm sure. Today I worked out for the 3rd time this week and I'm very proud of that!! Let's see if I can keep up!
Matt is studying all kinds of fishing videos for Idaho. We're going to talk to my sister tonight we hope. She lives there.
And I'm currently learning Norse myths. and Norse life. It's very interesting. I don't recall everything, but as these are now my books, I can read them any time.
OH! We went to a flea market this morning. I purchased a few stickers, a wool hat for myself, a pen with a wolf head for momma(Matt's mom-she loves wolves.) and a lovely little fawn to set on my desk.
We both took long naps. and we've just been hangin out.
I have a used book about Norse Myths that I read the first chapter of. It was pretty cool, but I'm gonna reread it cuz I remember nothing.
There's nothing else goin on.
We found Josh Wolf tickets for cheap. but can't do it bc we'll need gas and hotel and food. we just decided no. emo I'm very sad.
oh. Finally got some new clothes for both of us.
Matt applied for a job at Mast General, but didn't get it. Vocational Rehab is very mad at Mast bc they didn't tell Matt he didn't have the job for 3 days. Matt's a genius in anything outdoors, so their loss.
My book is taking foreverrrr!! Now it's bc of mom.
Mom was very upset with my book bc I painted dad in a decent light. I can't deal with her now. So I said my editor should talk to her. She's being nothing but a big baby. and I can't deal with it.
******** her tho. She said to write MY truth and I did...........after a lot of things happened....she decided to be all insulted and offended that I decided to say that I healed and dad never was abusive.
and now she wants nothing to do with my book. she is no longer proud of me. she no longer speaks to me out of choice. She DID try to cry and tantrum about it to get me to change it. I refused and still refuse. and she can't comprehend that.
Conditional love at it's finest.
So yea....we're at the end of our loving mother-daughter amazing, better then anything ever relationship.
I know I'm not telling details and leaving you confused at this point, but I don't wanna get emotional currently. I'm sick of this s**t. I'm just done with it. I don't wanna deal with this at all. Mom is a s**t person and I am now just done with her knowing what she did to me. But.....my legal guardian will not change for at least 5 years. maybe longer. and there's not a thing I can do or say about it. it makes me so angry and cold.
Other then the mom problem, I need to come up with a few names to put in a chapter to replace real names and that's it. Then its off to press. Weeee!
 Green_crayon42 · Sun Mar 10, 2024 @ 01:52am · 0 Comments |
