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How hopeless is life going to get? How many times do people need to get upset before they die by their own hands? How many times are the evil people not going to get what they deserve? Why is it that people consider others weak because of the way they act? Why is it that some people are emotionless? Why do people abuse others? Is it because they're so pathetic and weak that they have to make somebody that's weaker then them either emotionally or physically suffer more then they are? What if it gets so bad that they die? Why do people not talk? Why don't they realise sometimes? They think it's normal but it's not. I know that there's nobody out there reading this right now because nobody ever reads my journals but we need to seriously think about this!! It's an issue that nobody thinks about daily. I do though. I think about it all the time. I have a skill that when I'm around others I can tell how they feel by the tone of their voice. I can mostly get them to talk to me about their problems. Sometimes it's even in the past. But this skill isn't the best one. I also feel the same way that they do when I'm around them. And when I go home I see things that could have happened to them. I imagine what was so bad and I automatically go to abuse. I don't know why. I just do! I've decided that for this reason I'm going to lock up all of my emotions and keep everything a secret. I've decided that I'm going to change the way that I act at home,at school,and around my friends. I think that all of my friends already know this but if they don't and they're reading this...well I'm sure that they're not...I'm sure that everybody has stopped reading by now. This is for all of my friends...in real life and in internet. I WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I'M GOING TO BE EMOTIONLESS FROM THIS POINT ON!!! IT'S A DECISION THAT I'VE MADE AND MY MIND CAN'T BE CHANGED!! I know that nobody will try to change my mind so it doesn't really matter anyways. I also know that nobody cares about me really...and I know that everybody could really care less about what I think and what I do so...I just won't think out loud...and I'll just...be emotionless...from now on. Thank you to everybody that read this.
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