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omg school sucks! i want it to end and it is ony the begining DX !!
i have no classes with my friends. my bf only has one class with me and that is algebra 1! and his assigned seat is across the room crying
jeremy is also in that class but all he does is ask the time he sits across the room as well. i barely get to see my friends now and i barely got to see them last year. all my friends have classes with eachother while im left by myself. louis is in life choices with me on B day but he said he is most likely changing that class to computers cuz aaron is in that class so unfair i am going to be so lonely in all my classes this year! crying crying crying and i wasnt able to get into select sound in chorus, and i want to change my schedule so i have chorus class but i dont want to change my whole scedule around just so i can sing. i might as well stay in gym class!!! and i hate gym. loui and ed-kun are in my gym class so i guess it isnt all bad(?) i have missed two days straight already. i hate fever if i ever get sick that is all i get! and my daddys car is a piece of s**t it broke down and wont start so that is another reason why i had to miss school! and i dont even think he called in to the school to say whatever excuse he has up his sleeve to make my absences excused T__T and i hateschool. i want to be with my friends. i might as well be in high school or sumthin since i have high school level classes!! ugh i ust want to be in seventh grade again with all of my friends again i cant believe how split up i am from everyone it is very sad and i cant stop thinking about stuff unrelated to school in class so i always seem sad in class. and people in my classes are already calling me an emo/goth loner! i am surrounded by preps/jocks in ALL of my classes. so all i ever hear abotu is shoes and the latest style who is going out with who and omg that boy is so cute and how she did that and omg he did that! it annoys me so much! and when a prep says my name i feel disgusted that they even know me. i hate my classmates i hate school! i want it all to end i jsut wanna be with edwin and my friends crying
anywayz i have to go this is a long entry but i couldnt give a rat's a** if it was or not so if you actually read this then just deal with it.