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Dear journal.........................
&BTW I am writing this right when I finished writing the poems, so thats why its PAST tense.&
I was bored just now and on the top of my h e a d I started to type things and I /s/u/p/r/i/s/e/d/ on all I *w*r*o*t*e*. Soo Have a ,G,R,E,A,T, time r e a d i n g this, because I l o v e d what I >w>r>o>t>e>. -To everyone whos readng- You can .s.t.e.a.l. my things! 3nodding 3nodding Go ahead, have !f!u!n! r e a d i n g. I think I made three. Yea I made three &p&o&e&m&s&. They are fairly [loooong]....But take a l/oo/k! You may love them all as i have fell in l o v e with them >a>l>l>!


"So-called friend"
It was As if I was meant to feel like this.
It was as if this was my >f>a>t>e>..
My <d<e<s<t<i<n<y<...
Everything I had..
Went {down} into the drain.
And when I had ..::hope::.. the most..
Hope gave [up] on me.
And when I /t/h/o/u/g/h/t/ you would be there for me..
You just had to be g o n e.
You /left me as if you wanted to.
And to 't'h'i'n'k' you were a great friend
You were the =o=n=e= who told me
You would A L W A Y S be there.
And at the time I ~n~e~e~d~e~d~ you most..
You weren't .t:h:e gaia_right e.
Thanks for being a great <best> friend.
You are the b e s t ever.
Now you [can] see me cry. crying .
But this time you can w a t c h me lean on someone else..
Someone thats NOT like .y.o.u.
*S*o*m*e*o*n*e* that I can T r U s T
...Someone...
That I can 'l'o'v'e' and that will always
Be _t_h_e_r_e_ for me..
W h e n e v e r I need them..


I got this poem on the top of my head on what happened to me today. Yeas I know. Sad. But yea. Like it?

Heres some more

"Knew that"
I knew that this would h a p p e n one day..
And I >>ignored<< the fact.
I knew that one <d<a<y< I would be this way..
And I threw my //knowlegde\ away..
I knew that you would <do> it..
And I told >m>y>s>e>l>f> you wouldn't..
I knew that you would do this..
And I convinced myself you actually wouldn't..
I knew that it was all too good to be true..
And I threw the thought a w a y..
I knew that you would b r e a k my .h.e.a.r.t..
I just told myself I was crazy to think about it.
But call me c r a z y, but I /thought/ right.
And I know [that] you try not to hurt me..
But you just d i d..


"Hurts"
It hurts me to see you with your new g i r l..
And It hurts for me to say .t.h.i.s...
But I t h o u g h t you wanted me..
Not that new .b.l.o.n.d.e. girl...
It hurts for me to see <e.v.e.r.y> broken heart you made...
It hurts for me to see that pretty blonde girl c r y...
You may look like a /n/i/c/e/ guy
But I can see you in the 'i'n's'i'd'e'..
The only thing you are
Is a H e a r t l e s s JERK....
I thought you would t r e a t me right.
She thought you would treat her r i g h t.
But we all girls have been _t_r_i_c_k_e_d_
And f e l l for the wrong guy.
And even though I said it h u r t s for me to tell you..
I actually feel good.
I feel like I am in h e a v e n cuz I did the right thing
And stood up for all those girls you >m>a>d>e> cry..
For all the girls you ltorel in pieces.
For every &h&e&a&r&t& you broke..
And for every >h<e>a<r>t< you didn't meet..
I took the l i b e r t y..
And told them they *d*e*s*e*r*v*e* someone better..
Someone...
Better then YOU!!!!

Yea thats it for the day.