I want you to read a poem. It's pretty sad how misrable I am to come up with something like this.....
I wish to be taken away by the evil in me,
to be understood by what others would see.
For if I were to awake one day,
and I could only pray,
to find myself the devil,
no matter how low I may level.
I may be seen as someone to fear,
but I would want everyone to hear,
that I wish to make the world a better place,
no matter how scared it is by my face,
for now I sit in my dark, lucid mind,
listening to music, and loving the unkind.
Maybe one day I will come out of my shell.
Out of the dark place others call Hell.
But how could my domain be as others are told
when what lies inside is so lonely, so cold?
I wish only to be loved by one truly in love,
not one only wanting happiness for those above.
Not everyone wants to let go of the life they are given,
but I, on the other hand, am very driven.
Have I not hade the thought of suicide? Yes in deed.
But in the end, I see no need
to lower myself, for that job is already taken.
It is worked by those not yet shaken.
I may not retreat into myself
quite as much if there was someone else
to comfort me and raise my pride.
Yet no one I've loved has yet to love me or has lied.
So let me be taken if no one can see
the true, kind, loving side of me.
 Vampiredemon666 · Fri Oct 20, 2006 @ 01:04am · 5 Comments |
