TOMOROW;;
you never realize what you have,
until you've lost it.
&& as people change the times,
times change the people.
sometimes,
it's hard to face the facts,
that memories fade,
great friendships are lost,
&& people aren't at all the same as they were 2 years ago.
life is high, mighty && everything is aesthetically pleasing,
until you look hard enough.
&& watch the corrupted world appear as it truely is,
become lost in a tangled incubus of tainted cerebration
&& psychologic confusion in an apathetic state of mind.
when you're of synthetic depression && profoundly demoralized,
to an extent of being blinded by sights of the bad
&& given up on seeing the good in life.
feeling mentally clouded, as if being marooned
&& locked in a microscopic hypersomnia of fear,
in which you are unable to escape or awaken.
you've fallen into that black hole
they've dug for you &&
now you, nor anyone else, can help you out.
generation after generation; we're supposed to improve.
this generation is supposed to become more suffistocaited than
that of previous ones, but we're screwed && sink much lower.
it's how we always strive to be better than the other,
how we're always so critical to others,
while not realizing how hypocritical it makes us.
this unfortunate reality is favored,
by they who are flawed and cruel by nature.
so, turn the music up.
i'm suffocating in this silence.
"over time, i've come to conclude
that you can either linger on the bads of life
or live for the good things that always manage to appear
one time or another.
& i've noticed recently
that my life has steadily been rising up from it's impending grave
to greet the world with an entirely new perspective.
friends have come and gone, gracefully, some
while others seemed to stumble out the door;
some leaving open wounds
leaving such a gaping pain,
that i often feel i can no longer withstand the agony
while others left me feeling joyous;;
but either way, i'm going to look at those who remain
& recognize what i've taken for granted for so long."
-krystyna.
r.i.p. dani indigo verkit.
you will be missed.
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