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arrow i'm a dork...(if anyone says a word, i swear...). i really like one guy, and i think another one likes me, and then there's this 18 year old that i really like, but i know we can never end up together because by the time i reach legalality, he'll be like 22!! OMFG!!! ('scuse the french...)
anywho, the other one is like, so close yet so out of reach with a girlfriend, and the one i said likes me? he thinks he LOVES me!! WHY???!!!!! WHY ME? i really feel terrible, cause i don't know what to do and if i kept what i'm saying right now a secret any longer, i would lose sleep. (but i'm still not telling who i'm talking about...i'm still the best secret keeper EVER!)
crying ooh i don't know what to dooo!!! everyone (at least some people) think i live a almost perfect life! what the hell? why pick me? i'm the most imperfect human being i know!! (okay, that's my oppinion, and i'm stickin to it!)
crying crying crying crying i can't find a sadder looking one, so i'll have to use this one lots... someone confort me...please!