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Dear Journal,

Sometimes I ask this to myself it's kinda stupid but I ask myself if god is real why would he do this to me why would he make me so alone I want to see my friends and family again I want to cry but I need to smile so the others will be happy as well...there are times I want to say that I want the pain in my heart to go all away but..people wouldn't care anyway..Im probaly just a brat to people and im always annoying to them since I always make mistakes and fall and brake things on accident..But my goal is to be happy and make new friends but I don't have any friends right now*Sighs* but I promise I will make those Goals real!