Cause i lost it all
Its too late i can't go back
for what i said
and nothing is gonna make is right again cause they both don't understand
everytime i talked to you you've already broken my heart
and everytime i try to talk to you, you dont understand me
i try to do everything right by smiling all the time....
ppl say i smile a lot even on the worst times they think im fine but im not
i smile cause i hide things from you to know so you wouldnt worry
and when i told you "stop saying i louve you to me" i saw everything crashing down right on me i couldnt stop crying i yanked on my hair to stop the maddess and yet nothing can heal the broken heart...so when i told you to stop...you didnt care,i try not to think about the pain i held inside cause you were my hero,
i wanted to be with you forever, but we lost it all nothing last forever,
then i stopped talking to you i felt like i didnt know you any more.i remember always talkign to you i laugh a lot but i dunno if you were i felt like i was a bug that never stop bothering you you said you wanted to talk but then we dont talk at all...
and said you love me but is that real? was those words coming out of ur mouth real? i pondered everytime you said that but then it just burns cause its no true cause you cant love two ppl the same time and i didnt want to bother you anymore with my problems so thats why i have to let you go...never to talk to you...never to say hi again or hear the words from ur mouth ever again....Ray-sama...
Cause i lost it all part 2
Im sorry i seem like to smile and perfect most time but im not i talk to you with my problems the same problems over adn over again we were friends as long i can remember. but ever since we go older you seem to not understand me adnymore that ur not the only one with teh problems....i understand the feeling of family problems that ur in the lower class, i know how you feel of losing soemone very close to you when you can never see them anymore, i understand of losing the one i love the one you lover dearly lost from you. i just wanted to talk to you so i would cheer up but that didnt go so well you said i had to much drama because the same problem with me but you know i always had to do that with you i always helped you with ur problem that was the same over and over again i handled it why cant you handle it why? cause you lost ppl you cared so much in life so did i but i knew where the ppl i cared was going a better life! so why didnt you understand wat kind of position i am in but all you can say were things to hurt me more adn now were not friends cause you said so rit that moment i wanted to shoot myself in the head i wanted to lay on the ground bleeding my head as i watch you walk away untill i was dead....Melanie-chan....
Nothing is gonna make this right again...
(kinda relates to the song on my page)
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