Well, I haven't written for a while so I decided to come here. Now that I have something to say.
I've been re-deemed second best. A part of me always known that but it seems so much more real actually having them say it to me. They don't want to break up though but I really don't know if I can be with them knowing that, in there eyes theres someone above me. I hate it, I hate it. I tell them they're my everything and they are...for awhile they were the only thing keeping me alive and then they have to go play a stupid stunt like this and you know what, I bet if something happens between them and KB [ refer to past ] they will come running back to me...and I hate that...being a resort they can come too.
They'll never know how much they destroyed me right now...and if they do find out I hope it makes them feel bad. Yeah, I know I shouldn't wish hurt on anyone but...after how I'm feeling right now...I don't give a ********.
xMidnightBlazeX · Sun Dec 10, 2006 @ 06:49am · 1 Comments |