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so my life is more dismal than ever now.
1. my mom has yet to have her baby.

2. she's going ot have another baby

3. REuben (stepdad) cut off DirecTv but kept his ESPN and crap
but cancelled Cartoon Network and etc.

4. STILL can only go on the compy for an hour so that means no anime. (<--so that really makes me life suck de balls)

5. cant get an effign job.

6. Reuben is ONLY cutting off MY cellphone which is CHEAPER htan his and my mothers.

7. i'll be home all day with nothign to do.

8. my mother will now be preoccupied with not only Reuben, but also my sis and the new baby and her job (i come last because i'm the oldest so she figures i'll be good by myself)

9. my dad cant come to the US because of the dumbass American Government that'll put him in jail cuz he din pay of A 50$ TRAFFIC TICKET.

10. i wont be able to hang out with my friends because my parents wont take me to them, OH! and because i'll have to take care of THEIR kids on MY days off.

11. They wont even buy me essentials (ie. contact solution-cuz my glasses are BROKEN because of my SISTER- or a sweater or two or breakfast food.) buy hey, they'll go out and shop for themselves and go out to dinner when we apparently have NO MONEY.

12. i'm the only one not gettign a christmas present. my sister is tho. because you know, she's only 1 yrs old and KNOWS EXACTLY WHATS GOING ON. (dont buy me presents people cuz i'm BROKE so i wont get one for u)
and lastly.....

13. ANIME BOSTON is now a MAYBE.


i swear to GOD. i don't know how i'm going to survive.
i better get that job or else i'm screwed.
i hate this family.
i really do.

(14. I cant do my laundry because REUBEN felt that his laundry was mroe important and used the last half of the detergent on 2 SMALL loads.)
thanks God. u did a swell job.

thank god for school tomoro so i can ******** get away from these people and this house, which is ALWAYS dirty although i clean it EVERYDAY.