{Chapter one of my short book}
Skull looked into the fire then began to think of her very troublesome past. She shuddered then shook her head and again looked into the fire as if in a trance. Her ears began to go lower as tears welled up in her eyes then she reached out to touch it, but somebody grabbed her arm "NO!!" the person screamed just before she put her hand into the fire and her arm caught on fire. She gasped then looked up at the person sadly. She hadn't known what was happening, only that she spaced out for a short moment. She shook her head quickly then looked down at the ground as tears ran down her pale face. She tried to cover her face with her raven blue hair, but it had been cut off recently by one of her other personalities, so she couldn't. She covered her face with her hands then put on a fake smile just in case "I'm sorry..." she managed to say in a normal voice that was kept monotone. The person smiled then shook his head "No problem, I'm Kalzimar...who are you?" he asked happily. Skull began to wonder why this new stranger was warming up to her so quickly, had he not heard the stories about her? She wondered this as she slowly put her hands to her side and stared up at him with her wide innocent eyes.
As she often did, she allowed her mind to wander before she spoke to Kalzimar. She saw her childhood. Herself as a child running around and skipping in a wide open field that had the softest, greenest grass and the most beautiful flowers and animals. She was giggling and playing with a kitty that she found on the streets then fed. She smiled "You're just like me." she remembered saying before the kitten mewed. She kissed the kittens head then giggled "I'll take care of you from now on, don't you worry about a thing." she had sounded so sure of herself then. Yet again, she probably would, she was only five years old, before she had lost her innocence. The kitten had licked her face quickly as if to say thanks, then when she stared into it's eyes she saw the reflection of her angered and drunk mother who had on torn and tattered clothing. She remembered how at that moment everything had changed. She dropped the kitten then screamed "RUN, GET AWAY FROM HERE KITTY!!" her voice sounded quite urgent and for this reason the kitten did as it was told. It ran away as quickly as it could as her mother approached Skull. Skull's mother grabbed all of her hair in her right hand then pulled on it, forcing Skull to stand "You little wench! You were a mistake from the very beginning!! How could you care for such an idiotic creature...then again...you're an idiotic creature yourself!!" she had screamed in Skull's face.
Skull stared up at her then began to cry. Her mother smacked her with her other hand then smirked evilly "You worthless piece of s**t! You'll never be worth anything in this world, and you'll never be able to amount to anything other then a beggar out on these streets!!" her words had sounded so truthful that Skull began to believe them. She looked down at the gorund with her eyes as tears began to roll down her face very quickly. She screamed then tried to kick her mother, but her legs were to short and her mother laughed cruelly "You little s**t!" she screamed before she punched Skull in the stomach. All went dark after that and Skull's entire body went limp, her arms falling to her side then dangling there for a moment as the kitten ran back to her only to be kicked away by her mother.
Skull gasped then shook her head and came back to the present time as Kalzimar began to wave his hand in her face "Heloooo." he had said happily. She looked at him happily then smiled "I'm Skull...pleased to meet you Kalzimar." she said happily. Kalzimar nodded then sighed out and looked up at the moon "So...what was up with that anyways?" he asked patiently. She shook her head then sighed out annoyedly and her smile became a frown "Nothing...it was nothing." she said as she put her hand on a scar that was on her cheek. It was the scar she had gotten from the only person that ever loved her, her father. She thought that he loved her, but now she knew that she had been wrong about that too. She shook her head and her eyes grew wide as she began to have another flashback.
She remembered herself at the age of ten. How she was drawing in her sketch book and watching her father doing his work on the computer. She giggled as he muttered to himself then she would continue to sketch her pictures as he would look up at her in what she thought was a joking look. It turned out to be a scornful look. She had finished her picture two hours later then she smiled and got out of her chair quickly as she took the sketch book and went to her father "Daddy daddy look at what I drew, it's me and you." she said happily. Without looking at it he waved her away "Uh huh, it's great." he said in an annoyed voice. She chuckled "How would you know, you haven't even seen it yet." she said happily. She put it in front of his face a few moments later when he hadn't seen anything then he threw everything, including her, at a wall. He took a deep breath then he glared at her "I TRY TO DO MY WORK, BUT YOU WON'T LET ME YOU b***h!!" he screamed before he kicked her.
She didn't cry, she'd been beaten enough times to know better then to do that by now, but she hadn't been expecting what was to come next. Her father picked her up by the neck then smirked "Do you like it when I interrupt your afternoon of fun?" he asked in a sarcastic voice. She put her arms up to his then tried to shake her head as she desperately tried to pull her fathers hands from her throat. He smirked then pushed her right cheek against the wall "Let's see if pain will help you remember not to interrupt daddy when he's working." he said before he slowly pushed her against the wall with more pressure then slowly moved her face down the wall causing there to be a scar. Skull tried to scream out but she couldn't because of her fathers hands around her throat, so all that she could do was continue to make the twisted up face of agony that she had often had when things of unfortune had happened to her. Tears finally began to run down her face as her father threw her to the ground against a glass vase, her back causing it to break. He glared at her then snarled "CLEAN IT UP YOU b***h!! IT'S YOUR MESS NOT MINE!!" he had screamed as she took in ragged breaths as she tried to get air into her lungs, the ones that were burning as if they were on fire. She hoped that she could get oxygen into her body so that she wouldn't hurt as badly, and she also hoped that the bleeding in her back would stop soon.
Eventually, her father fell asleep then she sadly attempted to get up. This was her first mistake, she could barely even move because of the glass that was practically shoved into her back, which was almost touching her spine. Silent tears began to go down her cheeks as she tried to gather up the strength to get up and walk out of the house, but at this point in time, she was thinking that this was hopeless. She shook her head as a look of determination crossed her face and her cat ears stuck up, then she swayed her tail from side to side and very slowly and shakily at first, began to get up. She squeeked silently from the pain then cried even more silent tears as she finally stood up then began to walk. Every movement she made was painful, but right now anywhere was better then here at her fathers house. She finally got to the door then she slowly opened it and walked out, leaving it open on accident as she continued to walk straight. She was now hoping that she would get run over because of her condition and the way her life was going. She looked around then, without warning, collapsed on the side of the road and passed out. The next morning when she awoke, there was glass beside her on a table, the glass from her back, and her face and back were stitched up.
An old doctor was standing beside her bed and when she opened her eyes then moaned from pain he smiled "Good morning dear, how are you this morning?" he asked in a kind voice. She smiled "I'm fine...been better...but I'm fine...thank you sir." she said in a torturous voice. He nodded then stroked her hair as she fell asleep again.
Kalzimar poked her scar then she came to again and gasped "Sorry...I always do that." she said sadly. Kalzimar nodded then smiled "It's ok, we all have our moments." he said calmly. She chuckled then looked at the ground "Nobody's got it as bad as me though." she said as she tried not to cry. Kalzimar noticed the tears that were at the brims of her eyes then he looked at the ground, deciding not to acknowledge them. He sighed out "Well...the town's view is pretty huh?" he asked her silently. She nodded then again had a flash back.
The doctor had taken her home after the surgery because she had nobody better to go to. She smiled as he showed her the new room that she was to be staying in. He hugged her every day "Such a hardship for a girl only ten." he would say to her every morning. She would shake her head and look up at him "No, it could be worse." she would always say after he spoke. He would always just stare into space and shake his head "No..." he would say to himself. She would just ignore him and begin to play with her toys, which was one of the worse mistakes that she could have made.
By the time she was 13, he would begin to carress her a** and then appologise saying that it was an accident, again she believed him. She would go into her room then put on some makeup and get dressed. When she turned 15, he would walk in on her when she was taking off her clothes then he would gasp "Oops...sorry." he would say before he would run out the room in a hurry "accidentally" forgetting to close the door. She still didn't suspect anything, she was an innocent 15 year old after all, she wasn't a pervert. When she turned 16 though, that's when the trouble started, he would walk into her room right after she would get out of the shower then he would stay in the room. He locked her door with his key then smirked evilly and slowly walked over to her with an evil glint in his eyes. He grabbed her arms and pulled her closer to him, making her face facing him so that he could feel her breasts on his chest. He smiled then blushed "So soft." he said before he pushed her backwards then made her lay on the bed. He took off his shirt then glared at her and chuckled a little bit as he layed on top of her "My dear, didn't you learn in your past not to trust others so easily?" he asked in a satisfied evil voice.
She began to cry then she shook her head "No...please don't...I...I considered you a father...please..." she said sadly. He only shook his head then unbuckled his belt and shook his head before he took a deep breath "No my dear, you mean nothing to me." he said as he took his pants off. He might not have looked like it, but he was 32 years old. Him working at the hospital made him look old before his time, so nobody thought that he would do anything to her. She screamed as he took off his boxers then the tears ran down her face more rapidly as he began to kiss her deeply. She didn't return the kiss, but he wouldn't stop. He then caressed her cheek with his left hand then he began to kiss down her body. She screamed then he chuckled "The more you scream, the more erect I become." he said cooly. She stopped screaming hoping that it would make him stop, but it didn't, it only made it worse, because as he layed his head on her right breast, he could feel her quickened heart beat. He smirked then rubbed his face on her breast then he began to do what he went into her room to do. Eventually, he stopped then kissed her deeply again and pulled away "My dear, that was the most pleasure that I have ever gotten from a child of your age." he had said in a low weak voice before he looked her over slowly as if to examine what he had done to her. He chuckled "Every part of your body is perfect except for that scar on your face, it's a shame that you are never going to be able to leave this room again...oh well...such a waste." he said calmly before he put on his clothes again and left the room, locking the door of her room behind him.
She stayed laying down on her bed as tears rolled down her cheeks because of the trauma of what had just happened. She didn't want to move, she didn't want to eat, she didn't want to do anything at all. Two days later, she was still laying in that same spot with no clothes on. She hadn't moved since the incident. Her mind was still trying to recover and get all of the images out of her mind as if they were all from an aweful dream. No matter what she did, she couldn't forget what had happened, and she knew that she would remember it always. Just then, she thought about how he had said she would be stuck in her room forever then she cried again. She shook her head then as the numbness took over, she slowly got up and weakly walked to her dresser and got dressed. She got a backpack and packed up her clothes and hairbrush and lucky doll of a kitty then went to the window. Luckily for her, the doctors apartment was on the first floor. She opened her window then sneaked out of the window and ran away as quickly as she possibly could. When the doctor heard the window open he ran outside of his apartment and began to chase after her. She screamed then continued to try to run, but her backpack was weighing her down, so she took it off and dropped it on the asphalt of the road and continued running with her lucky kitty. She screamed and began to cry more as she finally escaped then rolled down a rocky hill. When she got to the bottom of the hill, she hit a sharp pointy rock and began to bleed from her head. That was when she passed out again.
Before she could get any further into her flashback, Kalintar again interrupted her "Hello...Skull...are you there?" he asked her impatiently. She nodded then slowly began to come back to the current time and she began to breathe deeply then cry silently. She sniffled as the tears ran down her face, then she shook her head and told herself in her head that she was in the current time and that he couldn't get her, that NONE of them could get her. Although she said this, it didn't help as it usually did. Kalintar noticed that she was crying then her held her close and rocked her side to side. As if reading her mind he soothed her and smiled "Shhhh...it's ok...everything's going to be ok...they won't get you...I promise...they can't get you...I'm here to protect you...I swear...I won't let them get you...they have to go through me first." he said soothingly. She nodded then as Kalzimar slowly got up, she did too. Kalzimar was careful to make sure that she was still in his warm embrace, then they slowly began to walk off into the darkness of the night time forest while Skull continued to cry.
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