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Okies. I had a good day, but now I'm kinda sad.
In my abalities as a human being.
V.v
OKies. I'm gonna get my emo on!

yeah... so, I'm kinda down in the self esteem department. I'm good at swimming. And I'm a pretty fast runner. I know few people that would disagree.
And people say I'm pretty... But I'm the kind of pretty adults notice, not guys. And, I'm reminded of this often. IE, by the guys My boyfriend is friends with, who are comfortable enough around me to tell me that I look like a guy.
Or at the mall today (oh, btw, the mall is not the place to hang out 2 weeks before christmas) I kept getting stared at. I mentioned this to mis amigas. "I keep getting eye raped" "katie's" response: I don't think people want to eye rape YOU. ... or me either, though"

yeah. I'm done.
I think I figured something out.
butter popcorn=stomach ache.