My childhood has many holes in it due to the things I have done. I slautered so many people due the anger I had to my village and family. Countless animals died or dissappered. My childhood friends somehow were killed by someone or something. The village says I did it but I refuse to believe that. I became islolated from everyone because I was very emotionally unstable. Most of my childhood is a blur but I remember people trying to kill me in order get rid of the demon and go back to the old ways. But it must have been some natural defense that they just dissinegrated before me. Later I found out that it was telekinisis and most likely I could possibly have telepathty.
Truely the only time I ever came out or did stay in was durning the time of the New Moon. Strange things always happened. Either the tiger part of me came out, the catness in me or the demon itself NekoMata. Certain things trigger what happend like the pulling of my tail, or anger will trip either one of these sides. Those days are truely horrible to me.
In order to control the NekoMata I had to train myself in the art of magic to use its magical properties. It seemed to help but everyday I still seem to find a new power. Meaning this demon always has a new power which will never stop. Trying to control is still hard even though I am 15 going on 16 in human terms. In my training a preist from my clan had found me in the woods traing and gave me this strange mythrill armor to help control the demon. He told me that this was created by the first person who defeated the Nekomata but died trying to kill it. The mythrill armor acted like a seal to contain this powers it possessed. I gratefully excepted this gracious gift. This seemed like the best thing that has happend to me in awhile. This armor came with a circlet that seemed to fit my head perfectly and and a vestlike chestplate that also fitted strangely perfect and can be changed into other objects.. Could this have been predicted that I would be the one to house this demon. I'm still not sure to this day.
So now you know some of the things about and I am still learning how to control this. I dont know if the demon will come out at any given moment but I am always ready for that day as long as these seals are on me. The staff was given to me by the priest. He used to own it and took me under his wing during my destructive days. He died recently and he lives on in my memory he saved me from myself. These clothes are in black to show that I have done wrong and I need to repent and never forget. I'm not sure what will happen in the 100 years. If a sacrafice is needed every 100 years will my time be up and die I'm not sure. My clans years are different than of the humans. so far 50 have gone by and 50 are left. Who knows what will happen but I do know that I have friends that will help me.
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