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had the weirdest dream last night i dreamed that i went back to school and when i got there i saw ford and everyone else and it was all normal but then after ford left (ford don't get mad it was just a dream) i was cheating on ford with josh and me and josh went to an assembly and we were holding hands the whole time and everyone was asking what was up about that and all we said nothing and then it skiped to the end of the day and he droped me off and when we got to my house he kissed me and then when i got out there were all these police around so i got back in and asked for him to drive me to the back of my house so i went in and the only people who were there were hillary and mckenzie then i got a call from my dad and he was asking if there were police there and i said yeah outside and he asked if it was safe to come home and all i said was idk and he hung up then a sniper was pointing his gun inside so i got everyone out of the comp room and away from the window and then people started walking in my house (most were random chicks from school and the forien exchange girls from germany) and this musslim guy that worked with my dad and i asked "why the hell are u in my house" and then i walked up to the guy and said ur the musslim that works with my dad what's going on he just looked at me and i said i was sorry that i was a bit confused then he said that my dad had took some government papers and that he was in big trouble and i started to cry not cause my dad was in trouble just cause i was scared what was going to happen to my family then i called my dad and he explained that he was going to jail if he was caught the he asked "are u crying" then i looked over and kenzie was by the window and i yelled at her to get away then i heard "my heart open and sow myself shut my weakness is that i care to much the scares remind me the past is real tare my heart open just to feel" which was my ring tone...it was my mom calling to wake me up to paint and that's it....so yeah..confusing is all i can say....