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Where has it gone? The joy that I used to have, barely containable, filling my soul...

Where is this feeling of uttermost ecstacy? Did it dwell in your smile? Did it thrive in your brilliant green eyes? Did this feeling that I no longer have leave me....because you left me?

Did I even posses this joy in the first place?

GOD DAMN IT!

Somebody answer me...please....I have so many questions that will never be answered swirling about in my head....after time I feel as if all of these questions will just explode within me...killing me.

But that wouldn't be so bad I guess....at least I could see you again...