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i must be emo

i'm an emo kid non-conforming as can be,
you'd be non-conforming too if you looked just like me.
i have paint on my nails and make up on my face,
i'm alsmost emo enough to start shaving my legs.
cause i feel real deep when i'm dressing in drag,
i call it freedom of expression so just call me a f**.
some dudes look like chicks and some chicks look like dykes,
because emo is one step below transvestite.

Stop my breathing and slit my throat,
i must be emo
i don't jump around when go to shows,
i must be emo

i'm dark in-sensitive and low self-esteem,
and the way dress makes everyday feel like halloween
i have no real problems but i like to make beleive
i stole my sisters mascara and now i'm grounded for a week
sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
i can't get through a hawthorne heights album with out sobbing
girls keep breaking up with me, and its never any fun, they say they already have a p***y they don't need a nother one

stop my breathing and slit my throat
i must be emo
i don't jump around when i go to shows
i must be emo
dying my hair and polish on my toes
i must be emo
i play guitar and write suicide notes
i must be emo

(my life just feels like a black abyss, it's so dark, and its suffocating me, and grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter then a pair of my little sisters jeans, wich look great on me by the way...)

When i get depressed i cut my wrists in every direction,
hearing songs 'bout getting dumped give me an erection.
i write in a live journal, and wear thick rimmed glasses,
i told my friends i bleed black, and cry during classes.
i just a bad, cheap, imitation of goth,
while reading the catcher in the rye, you watch me jack off.
i wear skin tight clothes, while hating my life,
and if i said i like girls, i'd only be half right.

i look like i'm dead and dress like a homo,
i must be emo
screw x-box i play old school nintendo
i must be emo
i like to wine and hit my parentals
i must be emo
and me and my friends all look like clones
i must be emo





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XEJDGLF-e18 heres the link for it