So my friend Alexis found out that the donation letters are incrediibly cheap. $2.50. That's cheap. So we've been using her PayPal account to buy some. I bought quite a few. I gave my brother 1 and I kept two for myself. I sold the rest of them.
Since I've been questing for the Horns of the Demon and only 1 person donated to me I realized I was never going to get them by myself. Everytime I had a little bit of money saved up I always donated it to somebody else that was questing. So I tried to trade my envelopes for a June 04 envelope (which contained the horns) or the horns themselves. Well I had one girl/guy tell me they would do it if I gave them the 11k I had plus 2 more k that Ayrnne was going to let me borrow and my nitemare collar and all of my envelopes, which at the time i think was like 6. I told them I would do it because I was desperate. But then Ayrnne got my envelopes to start selling for 4500 or more. So I asked them if I gave them pure if they would lower it. Now way. Then came a long cussing from this person. They were insane. i wish I could remember their name so I could post it. In the end I found somebody way more reasonable. I endedup saving a little bit of money, two letters and now i have my horns!
I met an interesting fellow yesterday as well. He was very rude and mean but kept making references to how terrible his life was. This was obviously a cry for help, and of course being me, I bit. He told me if I really cared to read his journal then he would talk to me. Although his entry is live it is still very personal so I will not talk about what I read or who he was. But he has a very hard home life. Imagine the worst abuse you can and this is his life. Which brings me to my current situation. I always do this to myself. I feel other people's emotions. So for the next few days I am going to be living this boy's pain and there is nothing I can do about it. Getting my Horns helped me a bit. And I'm working on controlling this issue as I'm currently studying it and learning more about it. I used to rack my brain thinking of ways to help these people. It took me a long time to realize that I can't save the world. The best I can do is be there for people. But it hurts me at the same time. But I am confident that one day I will be able to control it and help at the same time. Even though it does mean the loss of many friends along the way.
My boyfriend has said he is going to make an account. This he is yet to do. So I believe I am going to force him to do this today. The new Kingdom Hearts is awesome! I'm loving every minute of it. I've got a terrible toothache but I can't do anything about it. I'll end up in the hospital. It sucks.
I have my Horns of the Demon!!!!!!!! In celebration I have changed the way I look. I hope some of my friends who were partial to my old look don't mind. sweatdrop heart But don't get used to this. As soon as I get 2600 gold my look will be changing yet again. I've decided to go grey. At the last moment I almost went purple. But with this hairstyle it was really just a darker version of what I have. I have a firm belief that someone at Gaia is colorblind. It may be hard for me to change to my long-wanted Wildflower hairstyle when the time comes. The reason is, with this hairstyle I can still use my bindi. With the Wildflower all you will be able to see is a smudgeon of color by a bang. So for everybody that cant' see my avitar to the left there, thsi is what I look like on the left and the old me on the right:
That is the new me for a while. I'm going to finish my wishlist now and then work on getting a better shirt to go with my new skirt. Which is also a new quest item!
Oh, last but not least I would like to thank my brother Soowiz22086 for the adorable white belt that I am currently sporting!!! And I'd like to wish him a love filled - but little late - happy Gaian birthday. Weren't they supposed to give him something for his birthday? Oh, and before I forget, I must say I LOVE the way they've made the avatars able to hold items now. My cigarette looks much better in my hand where you can see it than in my mouth where it just kind of blends in with my face because the picture is so small. Good work Gaia peoples!!! **Crushes on Vo** Okies catch you all soon!
 Future Mistake · Wed Feb 23, 2005 @ 08:18pm · 0 Comments |
