Why do I always seem to try to hurt myself?
Some how, some way, I end up doing something that I majorly regret later. But I can't stop.
No, it's nothing life-threatening, those who care, unless worrying yourself sick is dangerous.
I couldn't sleep last night.
Why did I go snooping around? Curiosity killed the cat. Kinda left it hanging by its tail.
I can't bring it up and talk to him.
He'll shrug it off, say it's nothing, call me paranoid.
But the silence hurts far worse than any argument we could have.
Ugh, he says there's nothing between them.
Then why? Why are they doing what they are?
I guess I'm just being stupid. Jealous. Angry.
But most of all, I just feel hurt.
And what hurts the most is that he'll probably never read this..
I'm too much a coward to ask, and too terrified to hear the answer.
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