Though for a punishment I woke up at 6:00am from a friend calling my phone, and my grandmother and the school calling my other phone >___<; . Not only that but I ******** thew up right after, so I had to clean my rug... I'll be cleaning the rest of my room later *pouts*
Okay Everyone I know has been asking Me.. Why the ******** do you hate V-day?. Well my friends, here is the reasons.
1.) (not my friends here) I get sick and ******** tired of seeing you Mother ******** people make the ******** out and put your hands in each others ******** pants! it's just a better excuse for young teen humans to ******** and get mother ******** pregnant! I'm sick of that!
2.) Meg's is sick of watching the couples (that don't do one) in general. It just reminds me that YES Megan has been totally ALONE for EVERY SINGLE VALINTINES DAY OF HER LIFE! >_____< I'm ******** SICK OF IT! (hmmm maybe this is why I thew up? *ponders*)
3.)It's also my dead grandmothers Birthday.... I miss her a lot and well frankly... having a special day to drained me that she's dead, and I lost another loved one makes me extremely depressed.
4.) It also reminds me of three People that I had loved and lost, the last one not so lost just out of my reach in that sense.
i.) This Boy I had been playing with as a child. We were only 5 years old... 5... he took me out on little play dates and got me flowers... one night he brought me to see a Disney play I wanted to see, got me a mix of roses and wild flowers and got dressed up. He promised me in the middle of the show, that one day when I got older... that he would marry me. This is how I got my Nickname Ayame, when I was first getting in to anime I told my friends and they told me I had to be the most like her. So basically he set a coarse up for the rest of my life...
ii.)Another boy about 5 years later I was like 10-11, played with me in the snow for about a week. 2 days before Christmas he gave me a box of chocolate. and that night.. His mom stabbed him to death in his sleep...
R.I.P emo
Not talking about the other.
Those stores? I can't make up people... well I could but I'm not out to fool you, if that was the case... I'd make my avi a dude and say I'm a 25-year-old that loves cheese xd but I'm not a twenty-five year old male that likes cheese... I'm a lonely 17-year-old girl.... that love's cheese rofl
okay I really don't feel good any more, talk to you guys laterz
Dante emo
(It's snowing! I mean it! really is that’s why I'm home from school.... No it’s not XD I would have stayed home anyway rofl )
