Yeah, my Valentine's day wasn't so great. KoZi had to work until 5pm and then as soon as he got home all he did was go on the comupter and stay on there for hours (like he does everyday). I was really looking forward to spending time with him. A few days before, he told me that we would spend the whole day cuddling, and I was really looking foward to it. But out of the entire day we only spent like an hour actually cuddling, after he got off the computer, and then he fell asleep.
I cried myself to sleep that night. Valentine's day was really important to me. It was 4 years ago on Valentine's day that KoZi gave me a ring and since then I always wear it, I never take it off. Even when we where going through a rough time in our relationship, I still wore the ring, becuase it was symbol of our love. And I would look at it and give it a little kiss when I was feeling lonely.
But I guess being on the computer is more important than spending time with me. It seems like my feelings are always being pushed aside. Things that are important to me just doesn't seem to be that important to him. JaNa.
 God Only Knows WTF · Fri Feb 16, 2007 @ 09:16pm · 0 Comments |
