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My life is so complicated and frustrating
Sometimes I just feel the need to scream
I hate this life that I live
Someday I wish I could wake up and it would all be a dream

At night it’s so hard to sleep
The only thing that can make me smile
Is knowing you’re alright
And thinking of holding you through the night

I would give anything just to spend one day
Even if it doesn’t last
I would go back to that day so everything would be okay

Most of my days are spent talking to you
Not a second goes by that I am not thinking of you in some way
When I look into your eyes
I never know just what to say

I am so afraid to be myself
I am afraid you wont like the real me
But I am me and nothing else

Without you in my heart
I feel incomplete
Without you I am falling apart
You stand there
It makes my heart mend
From all the past heart breaks

You helped me see that not all girls are mean
You’re so sweet
You are the girl of my dreams
Someday we’ll meet