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What hurts the most is I'll never be anything more to him. I'll only be a bestfriend. Nothing more.
So if I wanted to wait.. I'll be waiting a million years until he finally sees me as someone else. But I can't help but to like him more and more each day.. And I'm afraid if I actually do ask him out he'll just go with it trying not to break my heart and not really like me. But I will.. Just wait a million years.. Maybe a billion to get his love.
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