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This is my first entry since i joined two years ago.
It's a poem about something that was making me depressed for a while. I'm over it now though luckly. It's was about my dad, he kind of deserted me and stopped all contact with me and for no reason, that's why i wrote this.

Only Memories

Sadness, despair will you remember me when the winter ends?
The trees know, they show the bareness of life, the shallowness
The whiteness of the winter sparkling up at you,
Mocking your lonesome trudge through life
Earlier the snow was welcoming with joy and laughter and family
now you just can’t wait until the bitter snow thaws and melts giving life to the trees again
coldness, bitterness, is that what life really is?
Will you remember anything when the snow is gone,
Will you remember about me? How will I ever know
Laced in the blankets of snow called memory
Though the snow may melt shall you come back?
Will you miss me after you leave?
Life is so feeble, so fragile but memories are strong
But do you want to remember? I have been waiting for so long
But now I understand, memories are memories, they are to stay in the past
I shall leave now to never return to this time
Where we used to sit at night when I was little to watch the stars.