If I could go back in time and stop myself from going to Ethan's birthday party I would. All of this started then. Before that party and that damn circle, I never had fits or trances or had my past life talk to me. I much prefer that life to this one. Now I can hardly go three days without freaking out, I'm scared to death of who I once was, other people are getting hurt because of it now, not just me, and Mo and Ethan are getting sick of having to bring me back. I mess with their stones and wards, I almost bit a close friend, and I'm being treated like a time bomb by all of them.
I'm so grateful to the person who bound me in the first place. I wish they would put it back. I wish I could give it all back. Then things would be so much better; for everyone.
Momoiro no Bara · Thu Apr 19, 2007 @ 11:57pm · 2 Comments |