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Memories of Pain

I was told many stories of death…
I got blamed for killing both of my parents, So I always stay in a dark corner full of misery…the walls painted in black nothing but sharp pains echoing throughout the whole room…as I stepped into the orphanage I saw you…
As soon as you comforted me. You showed me the light and took all the thorns of sorrow away. You made me took a new path and beginning. Our favorite season is a beautiful spring day with cherry blossoms falling gently...and white doves watch over us like little angels... You pointed out the stars and told me one night that the moon will shine knowing we’re always together...until you stepped out of my life... and I heard the news you died…I silently cried. The darkness came back. Crawling back in the shadows… I couldn’t take it anymore...it was time for me to die also... I locked myself in that room and painted the walls with my blood...until I died in the shadows….



heart My secret love for you heart

Since you died…strangely the cherry blossoms protected me…
Or is your spirit the cherry blossoms?
You told me you love me…
I remained Silent...
Whenever I swing at the cherry blossoms they fall gently…
That was the first time we met...
A spring day where the cherry blossoms were at full bloom.
It’s painful to see your picture.
The times when I remained silent and kept avoiding...
I realized that I like you too.
It’s not the same without you.
A lot has changed…
I don’t smile anymore...
You is the only one who can make me happy…