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Yesterday was pretty laid back. I drank pretty heavy Saturday night. I'm also glad it was with Ridge. He watches out for me and that's one reason why I love the dude so much.

Well yesterday I had this enormous headache and I was dizzy as hell. I tried to get up to eat something in the morning but almost crashed into the wall when I tried to reach the bathroom. Man it would have sucked if I hit my head on the toilet or sink. But I made it and took my a** back to bed to lay down.

Toran had called to wish me a happy birthday. I couldn't believe he remembered it. I also felt like crap remembering how I had forgotten his by a few hours.
I truely had remembered his a day before and made a mental note but things were so heavy that week that I forgot. Never again will I forget his birthday.

Anyway he told me to drop by later so we could go have dinner. I was starving and the thought of food made my tummy roar. I was happy he invited me. I had been wanting to see him for the past weeks and when I tried it was a bad day.

I just miss him a lot. I miss going there and just chilling out. He's the one person I can truely open up to ...but lately I have found a new respect for him. I bow to him at times and call him "Lord" before "Toran". Back in the day it was just Toran. I guess it has a lot to do with Craft too. After being in jail and knowing my place with demons and vampires it just hasn't been the same. You won't catch my father or Tardon bowing to anyone. Well maybe Tardon would cause he has great respect for anyone. He's just that type of guy.

Anyway I'm changing the subject here.

After numerous hours of sleep, aspirin, water and a hot bath I finally got better. At least the dizziness was gone cause I don't think I would have been able to fly in that condition.

Dinner was great and I had eaten so much since I wasn't able to get my a** off bed to snack on anything. Toran is such a good friend and I'm very grateful to have him in my life.

Weird cause 7 years ago I wouldn't have thought the same. I had to rely on no one but myself. It's pretty strange how much a person can change with friends by their side.
Yes I'm grateful for all my friends. They have helped me so much throughout these years.