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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
"In darkness, there is fear. But there is also hope -the hope of seeing light. That is what keeps us sane."

Okay, so that wasn't an exact quote, but I forgot most of it. And the person. Give me a break.
Well, Laura and I haven't exactly been getting along lately. Not really on good terms. Just because I haven't given her books back yet, she's decided that I can't ever borrow another one, and that if I continue with my procrastinating ways, I'm basically going to fail at life......
My dad came back from the ship trip thing at BIW. Only three days, though. There was barely time to miss him.
I need to go to Borders now. Right now. Badly. I require reading nourishment for my parched brain. I've been reading over everything I have for so long.....
Randi: if you ever get on, there are actually three books that go along after Vampire Kisses. Wow, I still haven't given that back....... But anyway, yeah. Kissing Coffins, Vampireville, and some other one that hasn't been released yet. I just looked it up on Amazon.com for laughs, and saw the list. I was then like this: eek .
Does anyone know HOW Gerard broke a rib? It just said that it was one of the many injuries that had been plaguing the band after the Black Parade...... I'm curious.
There's not much else..
But I think there might be something wrong with me.
Because whenever there is, I retreat into the realms of fiction. Translation: I read until my eyes feel like they're going to blow. I don't really know what it is. Maybe a good book will cure me. But I doubt it. Maybe it's Laura. Or my English obsession. It must seem stupid to all of you. But we all have it: a stupid obsession others just can't understand. For me, it's writing. I love it. I want to do it for the rest of my life.
Ugh. As if my MAP test score is going to help me there. I raised one point. One. Even if I already know everything that has happened in LA this year, I should have at least improved more than that. Raising by one point doesn't count, because it's in the range. So basically, I've wasted my entire 8th grade year doing pointless, idiotic projects that I get good marks on. WHAT. THE. HELL.






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Weaselletta
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commentCommented on: Sat Apr 28, 2007 @ 01:51am
megsy, don't complain about improving one point. between last spring and this fall i went down between 2 and 16 points. i forgot how much and which test, but i went DOWN, dagnabbit. i think it was english, becuz i was like, "wow...i thought i was so good at that..." and the "...oh" in my teachers voice will never be forgotten. he was just like, "uhh, she went down a few points from the spring...but that often happens when you have such a high score! *shifty eyes*"


commentCommented on: Sat Apr 28, 2007 @ 02:16am
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know! emo I have NOTHING to complain about. And I still do. ********. Sometimes I just ******** hate myself.



bushy_haired_freak
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Weaselletta
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commentCommented on: Sat Apr 28, 2007 @ 03:36am
don't hate yourself, just learn to love yourself heart


commentCommented on: Sat Apr 28, 2007 @ 03:43am
Are you serious? stare You're going to tell that to an obsessive, angsty teen?



bushy_haired_freak
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