I've had a very hard time
Expressing how I feel
But after this many tries
I'm this close.
~
How would you feel if
You centered your life around your #1, 100%, BFFL
Just to have them leave?
Then you are alone
Noone listens
Noone cares
You cry yourself to sleep at night
but are happy when people are around.
You act happy because
You don't want people to laugh at you
Don't weant them to know
That's how I feel.
Alone.
Depressed.
I'm a naturally happy person, but my life has depressed me to where I laugh at everything, insults don't even hurt anymore, and I'm more depressed than I'll every let anyone but you know.
I despise my best friend for doing this to me!
Ruining my life!
I laugh on the ouside
But inside
emptiness and tears fall
 OMGITSMONKEYY · Fri Mar 20, 2009 @ 08:48pm · 1 Comments |
