I just had a dream that Kip cheated on me. In the Kip had invited one of his old female friends over to watch a movie. I didn't know what really happened once she left, but I bluffed that I did. The feeling was there that he'd done something so I told him that I'd caught a glimpse and was so hurt I walked away without doing anything. I kept it vague since I didn't really know exactly what he had done if any thing at all. In the dream he confessed to me that she'd given him a BJ. He'd invited her over with the semi-intent of doing something with her. He knew it was wrong but one thing lead to another. He said he used (his charm person) feat on her. (D&D reference). Anyway I went to his parents and told them I didn't know where to go but I couldn't be around Kip any more and I wanted to take the baby with me. They asked me where I was going to go and my best bet was to my dad's. I woke up rather tense.
The reason I put this here and not in my dream journal is because I have been having tons of anxiety dreams like this. Dreams where Kip cheats on me, or we get in a huge fight...etc. In all of them I take the baby and leave. I don't know what is going on. They are not with my depression, though, perhaps they are part of it. I don't know. All I know is that I think I need to talk to someone to get this worked out. I don't know what is going on. If they are just dreams caused by anxiety or if my subconscious is trying to tell me something. sad
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