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I'm sorry, but I'm in love with your boyfriend. |
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Okay then, my emo (Alex) has a girlfriend named Joyce. She's like 4 inches shorter than me, but whatever!
The thing is, she looks just like a girl at our school that Alex used to be romantically involved with. Coincidence? Maybe, but probably not.
I see them on Myspace all the time and read their blogs. Dear gods, they're so sickeningly perfect! Le sigh, it makes me feel all lonely again.
Maybe I'll just drown myself in my sewing again. I'm working on a 18th/19th century style dress for my sister. IT'S SO CUTE! =^.^= I might put up pictures...
 I Want To Feel It Bleed · Tue Jun 13, 2006 @ 03:10am · 0 Comments |
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The Ultimate Update! Now in Technicolor...! :o |
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surprised Wow, it's been a while, six months to be exact. Okay, so I got over Sean pretty quickly because he's a major ********. He got caught putting graffitti on the walls and pretty much admitted to it. Now he can't step foot on our high school grounds or he'll be automaticaly arrested.
...Dumbass
I went to MomoCon with no parents for 2 days for my Sweet Sixteen. Yeah, that happened and I have a car --- well, not technically "mine," but it pretty much is. Audrey dated a guy named Keegan and tried to dump him for a week --- she sucks at "long term" relationships. Last I heard, she'd cheated on him but that could just be a rumor.
Lea met a guy from here named Miez and I'm not too fond of him. All he wants her for is sex and he's made that very clear. I'm worried for her because she doesn't seem to care.
I got nominated for VP of Equality Through Change, our high school's Gay-Straight Alliance. I also went to the end of the year pool party with Edie yeaterday, quite fun.
I have crushes on two guys: one is a jock-type and the other I call an emo. Both are VERY cute. The jock-type, Aaron, has the cutest curly brown hair and legs to die for. heart My emo, Alex, is tall and luckily not scene, but he's so damn quiet! Edie talked to him today on the bus. Figures, the one day I decide to walk home he whips out his art and talks. mad
But yeah, that's what's been happening.
I Want To Feel It Bleed · Thu May 18, 2006 @ 02:42am · 0 Comments |
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The Truth, The Whole Truth, and Nothing But The Truth...? |
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I'm feeling like my old chemically-imbalanced self again and it sucks. Sean asked out the girl from the party and I know who's sending him those notes...
Not that I'll ever tell him!
So, I've been reading Amanda's Xanga to get the play-by-play. Apparently those two hate each other because Sean asked out WhatsHerFace before getting to know her. Amanda told him to get to know her...I think Amanda's her friend or something...
Now those ******** won't speak to each other. Tomorrow should be interesting. twisted
I Want To Feel It Bleed · Sun Nov 06, 2005 @ 08:27pm · 0 Comments |
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I went to Sean's on Sunday and hung out with him and Kristen. Sooo much fun. Turns out Sean likes this girl from his party and now he's pretty mush asked her out.
mad *Jealousy ensues*
Anyways, now I'm bored. Here's a quiz result:
<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PU/PUR/PuritySoul/1130187552_klklklklkl.JPG" border="0" alt="Dark Angel.. Dark, brooding, mysterious"><br>You are a Dark Angel. You are the exact opposite of<br>pure, kind, and loving. You are serious,<br>silent, and bipolar. Your feelings and attitude<br>change so much, it's difficult for you to<br>really say exactly how you feel. You can be the<br>nicest and meanest person at the same time. And<br>yet, so many things make you really special...
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I Want To Feel It Bleed · Thu Nov 03, 2005 @ 10:57pm · 0 Comments |
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If You Ever Had To Do Price Changes... |
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Yesterday, I went to work. (Yay...?) All I did was prices changes...FOR SIX HOURS!
...*Sobs quietly*
Anyways, since it was so boring, all I could think about was Sean's party. heart Oh dear GOD was it fun. We danced a lot, well I did, and it turns out I'm pretty flexible. My friends now refer to me as a whore because of it.
...Jerks. mad
Back to the party! My friend Angela and I arrived early, (mostly because Sean, Angela, and I walked to my house then to his) and had a blast. We carved a pumpkin with a unibrow, Sean walked around without a shirt, I wore a lowcut shirt and had my boobs starred at, and had my bra glow under the blacklight. heart All this before the party.
At the party we had an "orgy-fest", but not really. We all piled on a couch in the basement and took pictures. Then Jessica bit Sean's nipples and spanked him. xd
We danced and had a great time basically. Jessica and I wound up grinding to some songs, Sean joined in too. I got to grind with Sean heart (Jessica was better).
The best part of all was when I pinned Sean to the ground. I can't remeber what he said, but after he did I pushed him off the couch and onto the ground. I had his arms pinned down and was about to get up when Jessica lays on top of me! We're all laughing and I'm stuck between Sean's legs.
And of course that's all I could think about while I was at work! gonk That's why it took six hours to do hundreds of price changes. mrgreen
I Want To Feel It Bleed · Sun Oct 30, 2005 @ 03:38pm · 0 Comments |
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Cur tu me vexas? (Fun in Latin class) |
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Here's a general summary: Blah blah blah Sean's hot blah blah blah Adam and I both like him blah blah blah Latin conventions kick a** blah blah blah almost ate cake off a guy's face blah blah blah I hate vanilla-flavored milk blah blah blah!
Let's try to reorganize that...
On Saturday I went to a Latin convention with my dad and friends. Holy crap it was fun. We made Roman helmets out of pretty cardboard and David stabbed himself with scissors. ^.^ Also, I almost ate cake off David's face but my dad came back out. mad David is one hot freshie. heart
Well, onto today. I hit on Sean this morning, as usual, and then handcuffed him to my pants. heart He freaked out; it was so funny! Then he didn't finish one of his cartons of milk, so he gave it to me. Bad idea. I drank it in first period and felt horrible the rest of the day.
That of course gave me a reason to touch him later. Did I mention he's nice 'n muscle-y? 4laugh He smells good too. ninja Which is why I claim him as mine.
After school, I walked to a church (that was out of my way!) so my friend Adam wouldn't get hit by a car. Is it my fault he was stoned and the office workers are dumbshits? They got the name of the church right across the street wrong.
-.-;
Well, anyways, it turns out Adam and I both have a crush on Sean. Damn. I think I might have a better shot, but I'm also quite ugly, so it's about 50-50.
I hope everything works out. I want to keep Adam as a friend and not be TOO foward with Sean. Ugh, I want to touch him! *Craves* crying
I Want To Feel It Bleed · Tue Oct 18, 2005 @ 02:26am · 0 Comments |
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I'M BAAAAAAACK! (A.K.A. Why is my family so screwed up?) |
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I'm back...
Not that you knew I was gone...
But I am back now. We ended up going to the beach the weekend before school starts. gonk
It rained the entire time we were down there. Every day the sun shined for maybe an hour in total and the rest was rain.
I love rain, but DAMN! mad
While we were down there my cousins showed up. They are almost opposite of each other. Andy, the screw up, is always loved when he comes down to visit (which pisses off Lauren). Lauren, the neurotic, seems to be ignored and disliked. This is why I learned she is suicidal.
Like we didn't have enough of those in the family. mad
She, like her mother, has tried to commit suicide. I feel really bad for her. Then again, she's really annoying. ninja
I Want To Feel It Bleed · Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 02:29am · 0 Comments |
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While at training on Wednesday I tripped over a hurdle. sweatdrop It was only six inches tall, too. Anyways, I fell and sprained my ankle. The coach immediately runs over to me and tightens my shoelaces for compression.
So, I'm sitting out for the next 10-15 minutes during the running portion and I realize I have no ride home. My cell phone had no reception because it's evil. I went in and did the portion of weight training I could handle then set off. I had to walk over half a mile on a bad ankle.
Suprisingly, it wasn't so bad. I still can't do anything, which is why I didn't go to practice today and training tomorrow. gonk I'm getting no physical activity!
Atleast I didn't break it. surprised
I Want To Feel It Bleed · Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 11:39pm · 0 Comments |
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Let me start off by saying: I have the worst record of dating. I went out with my first boyfriend for 2-1/2 years on and off. Then I dated another guy for 3 days before dumping him.
So anyways, Dan (The 3 day ex) has asked me out for lunch tomorrow. Afterwards he's planning to take me to the park.
And being me, I said yes.
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He's cool, I guess. He tells me he saw the inner me when we first went out and not the ugly fat outer me. rolleyes Yeah, and I'm off to be a super model. rolleyes
Edie can't believe I said yes and I haven't even mentioned anything to Audrey. Maybe I should tell Lea...or not. ninja
But he said it was his treat. 4laugh Such a little gentleman. I do mean little -- He's 5'1" and I'm around 5'8".
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Well, talk to you later! (Unlike Jessica, I haven't heard from her in 2 months!)
I Want To Feel It Bleed · Thu Jul 14, 2005 @ 06:17pm · 0 Comments |
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