Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps,
praying the floor won't fall through, again
My father accused me of losing my mind,
but I swore I was fine,
You paint me a blue sky
and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game,
but you changed the rules every day
Wondering which version of you I might get on my comments tonight,
Well I stopped picking up, and this message is to let you know why
Dear -------,
I see it all now that it's gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
the boy that you messed with
cried the whole day at home.
You should've known
Well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
Though I added you to my short list of people who truly understands
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said "get away as fast as you can"
Dear -------,
I see it all, now it was wrong
Don't you think 19 is too young to be played by your dark twisted games, when I loved you so?
I should've known
Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you...
I should've known.....
