This Journal entry is probably going to be "emo" but honestly, its how I'm feeling.
I feel so pathetic right now. Like a loser. If you read my last entry, you would know that I have a crush on a guy. Or should I say, had. On Friday, when the guy wasn't here I felt neutral. I went home still with lots of energy and laughter. Today, I noticed how tired I am. I've noticed that I was tired on other days as well, trying to impress this guy who doesn't seem to notice me. Dark circles are forming under my eyes and I can't pay attention in school as much as I usually do. What has changed through this time? The fact that I have a crush.
So, I've decided to give him up. Or at least stop chasing after him. Seems like I'm just not the type to chase after. Probably since I'm usually the one guys chase after. I realized today that I am the type to be chased, not chase.
I wonder if I will regret this. I probably will for a while but after a while, I guess it'll be alright.
I've changed my mind. Today, I was given a lot of support from my friends. I've decided to not give up on him, just to yield a little bit. Now, I'll just naturally try to get his attention. Instead of all those schemes me and my friends made up, I'll rather lure him over with my own charms (:
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