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before i said:
i'm childish for
i keep on concluding that sooner or later
you'll surely be mine..
I thought crush was just
a feeling of infatuation
but words "FALLING IN LOVE TO YOU"
never comes to my mind
because i know
and all the people around us know..
that loving you is a big MISTAKE!!..
but what else can i do..?
you caught my eyes and heart
infront of you..
before i know you
i already admire you..
the way you dance and move..
i always wanted to stare at you..
watching every step you do..
but suddenly i noticed..
i hate your eyes..
coz your stares are not for me..
i hate your lips
coz your words are not for me
but for most
hate your numb heart
coz i never had the chance to be loved by you..
but then again..
my mind keeps on saying..
"its just a crush,
a feeling of infatuation"
but my heart had the
opposite conclusion..
"ITS LOVE"
"THIS CANT BE...i said..
IM NOT FALLING IN LOVE"!
but as time goes by..
my feelings for you changed
my sudden love for you just suddenly VANISHED
but i keep on thinking..
how did i forget?!
how did i forget the sudden love love and attention
i gave to you
o guess i dont need to search
for the answer
coz i dont wabt a love
which is made by a mistake in my
entire life....

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